It's been a difficult day.
I'm feeling a lot of the things that I had hoped I was past feeling,
and I am completely disheartened by this fact.
I want so desperately to be beyond all of this.
After a morning of paying bills and running to the bank several times and approximately 15 phone calls to various financial institutions,
I was looking forward to an afternoon of rest.
Instead, I sat down and I cried.
And then I fixed myself a big bowl of tomato soup,
because I really like tomato soup.